I realized....

I'm doing nothing but lightweight posting now......

The thing is, I'm getting past the whiny 'whoa is me' stage and moving
towards the 'Oh boy, a brand new life!' stage. Road blocks abound, but they
can be dealt with.

Ok, I'm living in the spare room of some friends, and slowly moving my belongings to storage. (Today, a truckload that seemed to be mostly ammunition and shooting stuff....). Yes..... it's sparse right now, and yes there is lots of emotional upsetedness to deal with as well.

The thing is..... it's mostly new road from here. I need to save some $, then find a place to live, build a new home for myself even if rented. A new life, in so many ways. I have ideas, thoughts, visions if you will.

I read some of Walden today.... now more than ever I understand a bit of what the man had to say. Live simpler... live on purpose..... live with a purpose.
There are so many 'things' I am happy to shed. Things I never enjoyed, but more like 'put up with'. Things that sucked life from.....life.

No.... I haven't been posting heavy, or heavily. Right now I am adjusting to a new reality. It precludes taking the time to think deeply about other topics.
I haven't posted on the political silly season.... on the legal shenanigans
happening in our area.... not even on the ability of some humans to entertain others simply by being themselves.

Right now... I am slowly beginning to explore a life that can be.... will be......
Living as I want to.... being with who I want to.... loving who I want to.....

I think.... for quite a while.... my posting will be about building a new life.